Dear Lane,
I can't believe that my little buddy is one-year-old already! Where did the year go? Actually, I know exactly where it went! The year was full of preschool, dance class, gymnastics, soccer practices and soccer games plus a vacation to Disneyland, Tahoe, Texas and Iowa. It was busy, busy, busy and you were the best little guy through it all! You spent way too much time in the car as we toted Sister to and from all of her activities, but you didn't seem to mind one bit. Well, as of a couple of months ago you decided you didn't mind! Before that you HATED the car. I know that hate is such a strong word, but it was pure hate! You screamed going in your carseat and the entire time the car was in motion. When we wised up, we started planning car trips around your nap time so that you would be too tired to think about being in the car and this worked sometimes, but not always. Besides crying in the car, you have been the PERFECT baby! I would always tell Daddy that if it weren't for crying in the car, you would be too good to be true. It was your reminder to us that you're only human and not perfect (as the saying going)! You're still PERFECT though! Once we arrived at our destination, you were back to being my happy, chill baby to the point that no one believed me about how much you cried in the car.
You are the sweetest little thing that ever was! You snuggle with us and lay your head down on our shoulders. Melts my heart every time! You give us some "lovin'" when we say "gimme' some lovin'" and lay your head against ours and say "ahhhhhhhhh". It makes me melt just thinking about it right now.
You love your blankie.....no particular blanket, just the one that you had in your crib with you at the time. You always want to take it with you when you get out of bed and you like to put it by your face and snuggle with it. Precious, precious, precious!
You're getting more and more attached to your papa, but I don't even mind. You prefer it upside down and it's always upside down when you wake up from your nap even though I always give it to you right side up!
You are such a mellow, happy go lucky little guy with the most laid back personality just exactly like your Daddy! You sit and play with your toys by yourself, smile at everyone, will let anyone hold you. When we're out and about you smile and wave at everyone as you sit like a big boy in the stroller or shopping cart. You are so easy to take places because you'll sit for little bits of time and just watch everything going on around you. People always comment on what a content little guy you are! You really and truly rarely fuss unless you're tired, hungry or teething. You're definitely not a mellow teether, poor thing!
You love girls! You always smile so big at any girl your meet! When we're out and about and I see you grinning really big I know that means that there's a girl close by smiling or waving at you! You are definitely a little flirt! Another mama the other day commented on what a big personality you have, so full of expression!
You have been the best baby! I always say that I would have ten more babies if I could be guaranteed babies just like you!
There are two things you do that make me sweat.....trying to change your diaper and attempting to put you in your carseat! You refuse to lay down/cooperate for either. I don't change your diaper near as often as I probably should because it requires too much energy. You do NOT want to lay still and you are way too strong for me to try and hold down. You've started to wine when I just open the diaper drawer. You don't like being changed just as much as I don't like changing you!
One thing you love to eat.....MEAT! You eat chicken, ribs, steak and roast by the handfuls! I definitely see you being a meat and potatoes boy just like your Uncle Hendu! You really don't seem too picky, though, and will eat most anything. The things you don't like we just disguise in applesauce, and you fall for it every time! You also love your Lucky Charm marshmallows for breakfast, but ONLY the marshmallows! Everything else gets pushed to the floor!
You LOVE your Sissy! You light up and squeal each and every time you see her. You two got in your first little "scuff" today because you and her both had a snack trap with Puffs (Leah likes to eat them too whenever you're having some). You ate all of your so you thought you could just take hers. Well, unfortunately, this isn't how that works and Sissy did not want you taking her snacks! I couldn't help but laugh because this is just the first of many, many, many scuffs I'm sure! This one seemed so sweet and innocent as you were fighting over snacks!
Your favorite toy right now is your truck! You have so much fun climbing in and out of it and honking the horn. You also love to go inside the playhouse! We were thinking about taking it apart and putting it in the attic because Sissy doesn't play with it much anymore, but you are having so much fun with it right now!
You love your daddy and always want to go to him the moment he gets home, but you are a Mama's boy! This could be because we are together 24/7 or because we're a year into this whole nursing thing or just because I'm the best mommy in the whole wide world. Either way, I love that I'm your favorite. Sissy was a Daddy's girl for several years (the first three for sure) so it's nice to have my little buddy! You and I have only ever been apart for no more than twenty-four hours and, honestly, I kind of like it like that! I can't help but think of how sad I'm going to be when it's time for you to go to preschool and we won't get to spend our days together anymore.
Speaking of nursing, one of my very favorite moments of my day with you are first thing in the morning. I always go and get you when you wake up (or Daddy brings you to me in bed if he's home) and bring you in bed with me to nurse first thing in the morning. It's a special time with just you and I and I can't give you enough kisses on the top of your sweet little head as you nurse. I'm trying to soak our mornings in as I know these won't last forever!
You are the only baby I know who has zero interest in the tv and never has. You would much rather be walking, climbing or exploring than watching anything on the tv. You do watch House Hunters with me during lunch though! At least you quietly eat your lunch in your highchair while I watch it!
Your hair! I don't even know where to begin with this, and I'll just apologize now because it's all my fault! When I was pregnant with your sister, my biggest fear of having a girl was having to fix her hair. I'm just not an expert in this category. I mean, let's face it, your Daddy is the only one in the house who knows how to French braid. Sad, I know! Well, I just assumed that a boy's hair would be so much easier to manage. Then you were born with the biggest cowlick I've ever seen in my entire life! I think it's the biggest one most people have ever seen because people sure do comment on it! Of course, everyone says it's cute! It is cute now, but I really think you're going to hate it when you're 16! You also have a big one on the crown of your head, but that's much easier to disguise than the one in the front. There's no hiding that bad boy! I think the best fix is going to be to leave your hair longer in the front like Shane's on Big Brother. He was one of my favorites just because his hair reminded me of yours!
I love you so much Laney Bug and look forward to making a lifetime of memories with our little Bubby!
Love,
Mommy